Back Again

So much time has passed.

I'm completely single again and I miss him alot but I can't do anything about it.

I've started school which is boring stuff for this blog.

So what is blog worthy news?

I've been writing and posting young gay stories. The first one is over at Deviantart, I think I have a link for it here if not, it's on my other blogs. It shouldn't be too hard for you to find it.

Either way, the first one is called "Love's Love". I picked it up from someone else. No one is over 22 (I believe) and everyone was over 15. It was something of a love story with a slight steeling of boyfriends in there, but my few sex scenes were still a rave. There weren't that many in this one, I think. It's actually been a while since I finished it. Since I picked up the story to finish it so I tried to keep some of the same thing going, but I had to fix it up first, so it still sounds mostly like me. Just the plot was new. I might go back and read it now that I think about it.

Either way, I moved on from innocent first times and first loves, to gay incest with the son starting things with his dad. The son is no where near being a victim in this story. I've even have some of my proof reads calling him a slut and he is for the first 10 or so chapters. I don't really remember when I gave him a boyfriend and dared him to behave himself.

I got involved in this one again. I have a mix of relationships going on. No girls anywhere to be seen, than goodness. I don't think I can do those for a while. It seems to odd to talk about girl parts now. Anyway, I have the boy getting his dad to fuck him before he gets a boyfriend and afterwords because the boyfriend hasn't done anything before and is so much smaller than him that he would have to be a top for once and not sure how to go about it and he likes getting fucked so he isn't in a rush to change.

He had a friend that gave him morning blowjobs until he got a boyfriend himself. How they find each other is a hoot. It's worth reading my story to find out how that happened alone, but I give you other reason to keep on reading. But now they are a proper couple and I think both of them are 17. I'm working on getting someone for the dad just to show that I have a heart. :)

It's called Daddy's Acceptance. The story started out as just a one shot that was just two pages long. Two chapters or so later when I went back to making it a real story/book, I made all my chapters longer than 4 pages. I've completed 29 chapters and at least 13 sex scenes. I never bothered to count the sex scenes. I have about 4 chapters left and two solid sex scenes before I'm done. When it is finished I will try posting it over at Deviantart and on my Scribd account. That is also linked on one of my blogs if not this one.

I haven't written anywhere what my new story is about until I wrote this up, so consider yourself scooped. :)

I was reading too many gay incest stories and wanted one that felt a bit more there and lived longer than 2-3 pages. It's the same reason for why I started writing normal sex stories in the first place. I thought I could do better.

Now if a few people could stand to send me a review to let me know if they think it's true or not, I would be a tad happy. I'll have to ask my friend for a proper editing contract so I can print it and make it into a book. Not for sale of course, but I was thinking of getting a copy of my long stories printed and covered to look like a real book. So I can do a proper boasting and lead it out every now and again. :)

Well, that's it for now.

Hopefully I'm back before Christmas. :)

Learned something

Hello to all the boys out there and a few girls.

I don't know if this is very normal or not normal at all, but since I have found something of a boyfriend, I've come to realize that we just can't have intercourse when he wants to. Notice I said intercourse and not sex. He jumps right to that part most of the time.

He needs to get me in the mood. Very in the mood or I'm not opening for him to get in. We try, he pushes, but he just slides away.

I didn't think it would a be a 'problem' since when I masturbate and I care to check that hole my finger goes in just fine. I don't check that hole often at all. I'm a clit girl and I've only had intercourse once, nearing 10 years ago if it's been over that yet.

I'll let you know when I get properly impaled.

On the 'up' side, I've brushed up well on giving blow jobs.

Have a Look.

I'm watching tv now. CSBN actually, and they are doing a piece on the porn industry. About half way through the piece they talked about some site that you could get some porn for free. I already know two of them, ofcourse, but they talked of one that I hadn't heard of before, so I tried to find it.

Couldn't find it so I went to the one I knew of. Redtube.

I was going to go to anal, then I thought about going to the gay section, but I ended up in the Weird section.

The video that you see up there is the first one I thought was worth looking at. I'm surprised that I got turned on watching it. I actually got it. I think I read to many hentai manga. But I got it, and I don't even think it's completely an Asian thing.

In other news, I had a look at that story again, but I didn't get to really add anything on to it. I left the girl in the shower again. If I ever post it, you'll know what I mean. Speaking of posting, I'm trying to post my story "My Home" to other sites to get some kind of feedback and see how many people could like it.

Ok... got to go. Just wanted to stop by to say hi and share. :)

Not Quite

I've used something of what I wrote before in my last post in my Yaoi (gay) story. Well the story started out gay and ended up with two straight couples in it. Our that little thing wouldn't happen. *grin*

It's between Sess and Kagome in this Inuyasha Fanfiction. I think I'll post the link so you can go read it. I'm trying to carve a story around alot of erotic acts. I think I'm doing it. A few people have talked to me and said that they like the story and some have told me that they like the sex.

My fanfiction page also have two other stories there. One is for Harry. Yes I even brought smut to Harry's world. As for how, you will have to read to find out.

And I have a small thing for an anime called 'DeathNote'. That isn't racy at all. I changed my style a little and did it and it came out well enough for me to post. :)

Has anything sexy happened to me lately, is a question that might be going thought you head right about now since that was mostly the point of this blog.

Besides seeing a few boys that I just want to own then thinking it was wrong of me to think that, nothing much. There was this one guy a month back that looked like he was thinking of fucking me, but he wasn't my type, and he was passing through the state I think.

Then there was this guy at a fair Tanzi and I went to. I found a cute and almost drunk guy. I say almost because I tired to get him to kiss me without looking like a complete slut, but he wasn't drunk enough to do it. Poor me.

Got to go. See ya around.

Intresting Plot

A week or two ago, I thinking of a way for a couple in my story to have sexual relations without actual intercourse. It's a male and female before you way out there.

I thought that perhaps he could slide his cock between her legs and up against her clit and pussy until they both came.

I was thinking about it with way too much detail and came myself. Not that it was an accident. I never get turned on when I'm writing. This was away from the computer and I gave them as much details as possible in my head until I came.

I could make it into a one shot. A one shot is a very short story. It could be funny, sad, insightful, or a lemon. This would go down as a lemon if I do it.

If I do, do it. I will have to find some more information to go with it. Like where are they for one. I didn't have surroundings in my head when I jerked off to them. In fact, I saw the manga that gave me the idea as the surroundings and that I can't use.

I'll see.

See ya.

ya, I'm actually posting.

hello.

Didn't think that I would be back here so soon. I have a link that I thought was worth sharing, along with a warning.

Now this place by the name alone, lets you know that this is for very adult people, along with some weird ones. I have some across a few, and passed them right over.

To get an idea of what each manga is about, you can place your mouse over the little picture icon next to the name, and you will see a thumbnail of the cover, or what they have for the first picture of the set.

I have another one too, that I'm going to post.

I came across this guy's comic named "Kimcest" a good while ago, but it didn't look like I got the whole thing, so tonight I looked and looked and found it.

I got the complete first part, but it seems like he didn't finished the next chapter. :( I was going to ask him how come, but I have yet to find his/her e-mail address. When I do I be sure to ask for everone else who would like to see how it ends.

Now the link won't be under Kimcest, but the person's name. DT something.

See ya.

Chapter 45 compleated

I've now finished writing chapter 45 of my yet to be named yaoi fanfiction.

This last chapter was a long one. Six whole pages. And I mean whole. I started at the top of a page, and I ended at the end of the page. I think it's the longest I've been written in a while.

I have not slept yet and it's 8:19am, and I think that I'll be going out instead to do run for my sister. So she will be doing the dishes that have looked at me all night.

The last page and a half of the story is a very nice lemon. I don't know why they call it that, but it's what you call a sex scene, I was just going to make it a lime but I went all the way and made it turn yellow. I think I did a good job of it too.

I take that back... now that I really think about, only one of them got off by design, so I guess it could be called a lime still.

Now, even though I say that I'm finished. I still have to re-read the whole thing back over to make sure I catch the dumb mistakes that I made, and change the wording around of something or things that didn't sit well with me.

I'm hoping to have this finished up come the end of the month. A nice gift for the new year ha? :)

Well I think that I might wash some dishes before leaving the house. I want to finish watch the movie before getting dressed.

This is my first post that goes to all my blogs. :) Cool.

See ya next update.

Something of my old self.

Hey.

It's seems that If I start talking to some old fiends I fall back into some of my old actions.

After how many years?... and I'm having Internet sex again?

At first it was just one guy, actually it is only one guy. The other one just likes getting high off of me. I haven't laid a finger or anything else on him.

I also have a new yaoi position that I couldn't get out of my head. I'll spear you the name and the plot of the manga, but not a snap shot.

I still think it's a bit odd that most of this is by girls for girls. Oh well.

Anyway, I think in a few weeks I might have worked up enough courage to post some phone cam pics of part of me. I've already have some because that guy asked for them the other day, and I felt like it, I just have to get some others an then I'll have a top and bottom set.

There's and update for you ha?

See ya.

Oh... I just got and idea. I just have to find a host site for some voice files.

Night.

Fav Yaoi List

Hey.. This one will get updated as time goes by.

I thought about making this last night. There are alot a like, but there are a few that are really good. And with the about of mangas out there, I think I list will help for when or if I every try to own them. If I could find them that is.

Well here we go.

1001 Years I Love - This one ended way to early for me. I'm holding out hope that they continue it one day.

Can't Help Getting Hurt - At first I thought that it was nothing more then showing how gays can be so unfaithful. But later, it left the impression of being a rather well written hard yaoi that shows how some people were meant for other people. They were very loyal to each other even if they cheated on one other person to get together.

Hatsukoi Yokochou - This maybe one of the weaker ones on my list, but it's a great one to show how they try to not hold the other one back and let them pursue. One was a whiz and was into environmental sciences. The other one was a jock, but a nice kind and was going to get into the league. They meet up 6 years later after everything changed but the fact they liked each other and they ofcourse didn't tell the other one.

Under Grand Hotel - Did not expect to like this one, but the happy ending won me out. This isn't a short story. It's like 3 volumes. So far this is the only prison one I've read. i almost didn't read it because of that. This one is also hard yaoi, but we are in prison, ofcourse it is.

*** NOTE ***
I like the hard yaoi stuff. Not that I won't read anything else, but a good story is needed to help me around also. Back to the list. :)

Ok... that's it for now.

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Back....

This one almost has no sex it in. I thought about add it, but it's one of the few out there that have a good ending.

Where Does The Wind Go? (Kaze No Yukue) - Like I said, they stick together for a while and come across a few problems that most of the others don't get around to talking about. I'm slightly offended by the grandpa the first time they show him, but I get over it.

I'm still looking for the one that started to look for, but I've end up coming back across a few that I haven't seen for a while or forgotten all together. So far, it's a good trip, just taking longer than I expected.

See ya next time.
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Back again. I know I should add something else here, but since most people if anyone is here to read, I'm not going to make myself spill my guts. Although I have to say that reading all these yaoi mangas are really making me want to feel it up the ass. There I said it. I hope you are happy.

The Other Side Of You - It's about two boys (dua..) but a girl gets involed some how. One just saw him as an early friend and the other seemed to have been inlove with him from the start. Well the one who was in love, didn't want to tell the other guy because he didn't want the boy's life to change it seems. It's a two volume manga, and it took about 7 years in all to comeplete. I'm so glad I wasn't waiting for each chapter to come out. I couldn't wait like that. The style of this one greatly reminds me of Dragon Ball Z. When the androides showed up. The boy and girl? Fine if you don't know, but you might get it when you see the hair style of the guy who first loved the other one.

Still looking for the first one. I was side traked by reading some yaoi fanfics for Inuyasha. I found some good ones too. I'm saving them to have them printed up and binded.

Later.

My Own Place

This a leak over from a post I just posted over on my other blog. I was thinking of my own place when I was typing that up and I thought about my house warming, and for some reason I thought about having a sex party to really prove that I was now really living on my own. I'm just missing a few phone numbers for some guys from back in Ross. So I guess it will just be me and who ever my boyfriend will be at the time, or all out porn day.

I've gone back to reading some normal "hentai" manga a few days go. Yesterday I actually pulled off masturbating twice. Once was in the bed, and other was in the bathroom. The one in the bed was the strongest. I think it's because I saw girls getting fucked again. I was starting to get turned on my the yaoi stuff, but I did miss seeing a girl getting nailed. I'm still reading the other stuff. They have more love in them than the hentai stuff, which is really just sex, sex, sex.

Ok... I need to add to links for hentai and yaoi mangas. They are viewed on line, and two links are going to the same site, and one is a different site that has the other normal stuff there also. Well the first one does too. Ok. I will post two links, and you go which way you want to, or just read some of the normal stuff. How about that?

Night.